venting! + life update

GAHHH: I forgot that I worked an open shift on father's day and anyone who needed the day off for their fathers asked for the day off... I asked to open all week so I opened on Sunday. I texted my mom on Monday and said you got any plans for fathers day and she says not yet. Then I ask if we could plan something like we did for her for mother's day for my dad for father's day. She says okay and I suggest like pancake house or something but mom suggests the airport so we plan a brunch at the airport at 1130 am. Dominos opens at 11 so all prep has to be done before then. Through out the week I don't even think about how opening and father's day brunch could go. I opened three times this week (which was fine I do not mind being busy or the extra hours and I love having the end of the day rather than the beginning). Opening three times plus 4-Rush shifts plus working out plus cleaning plus bein a mommy and student and wife and being excited for father's day I did not think about how OPENING and FATHER'S DAY BRUNCH would not work out. Then my Grandma calls me on Friday or Saturday (can't remember) and asked if any of us minded if she brought Grandpa because his son did not plan anything. She called after nine, after work, after working out and when Ry was going to bed and I was not paying attention to my phone, I was cleaning. So she left a message, I never called her back. But she was at my moms the next day and asked if it was okay if she came and I said of course! Still not thinking about OPENING and FATHERS DAY until that night I had to cancel. Then today I asked my mom how the brunch went and she says "Well after the person who's idea it was bailed waiting to hours for a table and gma getting grumpy and only eating a piece of pie then saying she felt nauseous and not eating any more just peachy" OKAY. IT WAS NOT MY IDEA TO TAKE HIM TO THE AIRPORT, partially because I knew about the wait, expense and how lame it sounded. I just agreed because I figured it was something he wanted to do which is good reason considering that it was FATHER'S DAY. I had also had a pretty crappy open shift because SOME PEOPLE need to be punched in the face.  I love my job and my family but sometimes it is just ...OMG.

LIFE: Trevor and I pin pointed my anxiety and stress probs. now we just have to try to work them out. Trevor and Ryland got covered under medical for walmart. I realized how soon I am graduating my first non grade school! Ryland is almost walking and talks about dogs! LOL! He also is getting more teeth! He is switched to just milk and down to 3 to 4 bottles a day. We are currently re-arranging and deep cleaning our home. Today we got storage filled up and way more space in our home. Anyway, I have not blogged in a long time haha (like a week) so I just thought I would update. 

been on cloud nine :)

I have been on cloud nine for the last few days! Been back to my workingout schedule! We all slept in yesterday and took a 3 hour nap today! I also have been eating healthy and working the perfect amount :) also trying to mend a friendship with someone. Our ryry has been talking :) I LOVE MY LITTLE CHATTER BOX! :)

My Rybug and the park :)

Since the weather has been really good lately Trevor and I had been taking Ryland to the park lately. Well, I have never brought him there on my own until today. We had a mommy baby day ♥ While we walked to the park he held my hands and walked a little bit! Then when we got there he climbed the stairs all by his self! Then he and I went down the slide together a few times and I chased him. Then some like six year old came to the playground, by himself :[ , Ryland was in 'awe' HAHA. He just stared at this kid then started following him around and doing everything he could do that the other kid was doing! If you have an infant you know they get distracted from time to time and he did... he eventually decided to see what a rock tasted like. : / Then he continued to follow the 'big boy' until he had to go home. Then he crawled down a grassy hill the whole way down and then we went home. When we went home (he walked all the way to our door including up the stairs) he heard a dog and got SOOO excited! He stops moving and frantically searches yelling 'dahh, dahh, dahh' (dog,dog,dog). It was so freaking amazing to walk with him to the park ♥ :)


In other news, OC sucks for now, and I am running out of time to get my personal training done. So now its time to just focus on that and my rybug and home! So I will be working out constantly.. no joke.. already started yesterday. Like I used too. I also will be cleaning, working, and playing with ryland ALL the time. I am so thankful for my supportive family, friends and wonderful husband! ♥